Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Grandpa....
I seen the kitchen table today as I stopped by new place. I wiped my tears as they fled down my face. I still remember the last thing I made you to eat. Do you remember when we use to dance and I would stand on your feet? I do I was probably around the age of two. Please come to me in my dreams because I need to talk to you. I don't know what road to take and you always helped me make the best decisions. I miss you I love you.
Miss you both
So much on my mind lately...
I truly miss my Dad and my Grandpa... I sure could go for a conversation with them. Sometimes all a girl needs is to here her father or Grandpa say mija, mijita... I even miss calling and hearing is that my Chata on the phone. You know when you can hear someones smile through the phone? I always could hear my Grandpas...
I truly miss my Dad and my Grandpa... I sure could go for a conversation with them. Sometimes all a girl needs is to here her father or Grandpa say mija, mijita... I even miss calling and hearing is that my Chata on the phone. You know when you can hear someones smile through the phone? I always could hear my Grandpas...
Monday, May 30, 2011
I no longer Question....
All these questions i have to ask,
I can never finish a single task,
My heart is beating really fast,
Asking myself will this really last
Nothing i do feels like it’s right,
Even though i am very bright,
Why does it feel this way?,
The exact same thing every day
So here i am thinking in my head,
All the negative things I've said,
This is not the real me,
It definitely cannot be
Sitting here thinking for a while,
I find myself beginning to smile,
All these emotions i have to express,
Letting go of all this stress,
Sitting here in the rain,
Feeling all of this pain,
Like a flower i begin to wilt,
Holding onto all this guilt,
While falling asleep i begin to cry,
Thinking about how hard i try,
As I am beginning to find my way,
I think who am i today
Thinking about all the nights i cried,
Holding all these feelings inside,
Now getting all them off my chest,
Doing good, only hoping for the best,
My life is like a story told,
My heart is something that i hold,
It’s not something on my sleeve,
As many things as i achieve
I think about all the positive things,
Hurt feels like a big bee sting,
Life isn’t something I can find in a tree,
It’s only what’s inside of me
Late at night as i lay in bed,
All these thoughts rushing through my head,
I no longer think about the weak and strong,
Nor do i question the right from wrong.
I can never finish a single task,
My heart is beating really fast,
Asking myself will this really last
Nothing i do feels like it’s right,
Even though i am very bright,
Why does it feel this way?,
The exact same thing every day
So here i am thinking in my head,
All the negative things I've said,
This is not the real me,
It definitely cannot be
Sitting here thinking for a while,
I find myself beginning to smile,
All these emotions i have to express,
Letting go of all this stress,
Sitting here in the rain,
Feeling all of this pain,
Like a flower i begin to wilt,
Holding onto all this guilt,
While falling asleep i begin to cry,
Thinking about how hard i try,
As I am beginning to find my way,
I think who am i today
Thinking about all the nights i cried,
Holding all these feelings inside,
Now getting all them off my chest,
Doing good, only hoping for the best,
My life is like a story told,
My heart is something that i hold,
It’s not something on my sleeve,
As many things as i achieve
I think about all the positive things,
Hurt feels like a big bee sting,
Life isn’t something I can find in a tree,
It’s only what’s inside of me
Late at night as i lay in bed,
All these thoughts rushing through my head,
I no longer think about the weak and strong,
Nor do i question the right from wrong.
He touches me
He touches me in mysterious ways
Only my heart can understand.
The feelings he evokes when his eyes meet mine
Are almost more than I can stand.
He gently breathes, I close my eyes
And feel his love flow softly over me
Like a babbling brook, winding its way
Through the forest; An endless stream to the sea.
The stars in the sky spell out his name,
As the clouds come racing in
To hold him closer; As if even they,
Can not be without him.
He only has to speak my name
And my fragile heart skips a beat
And as his tender words are uttered,
All my doubts and troubled fears
Are put to sleep.
He touches me and I'm filled
With the most warm and wondrous light
It's as if before him, I was just as dark
As the dead of the longest night.
Just to gaze into his eyes
And feel his heart beat with mine,
It's all I'll ever, ever ask until the end of time!
Only my heart can understand.
The feelings he evokes when his eyes meet mine
Are almost more than I can stand.
He gently breathes, I close my eyes
And feel his love flow softly over me
Like a babbling brook, winding its way
Through the forest; An endless stream to the sea.
The stars in the sky spell out his name,
As the clouds come racing in
To hold him closer; As if even they,
Can not be without him.
He only has to speak my name
And my fragile heart skips a beat
And as his tender words are uttered,
All my doubts and troubled fears
Are put to sleep.
He touches me and I'm filled
With the most warm and wondrous light
It's as if before him, I was just as dark
As the dead of the longest night.
Just to gaze into his eyes
And feel his heart beat with mine,
It's all I'll ever, ever ask until the end of time!
Angel from above.....
Whenever I'm feeling lonely
Or maybe feeling blue
I think of all the things
All the little things you do. Whenever I feel lousy
And seem to have a frown
I remember all the funny times
And you just turn it upside down.
Whenever I'm depressed
And need you by my side
I remember all the sweet things you say
To make the sadness go away.
When I need a shoulder to cry on
You are always there
Taking away all my fears and loneliness
when my life's a mess.
Or maybe feeling blue
I think of all the things
All the little things you do. Whenever I feel lousy
And seem to have a frown
I remember all the funny times
And you just turn it upside down.
Whenever I'm depressed
And need you by my side
I remember all the sweet things you say
To make the sadness go away.
When I need a shoulder to cry on
You are always there
Taking away all my fears and loneliness
when my life's a mess.
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Words or more then words?
You ever want to say something? It's at the tip of your tongue? Your ready to shout it out your ready to blurt it out and your ready to slip and say it? However you tell yourself you can't do that and that you don't want to put yourself out there.
Sometimes that decission can be half part you not wanting to be hurt half part scared you may regret saying what you want to say.
I've always been straight forward never scared what anyone else would think or say or worry to much about being hurt none the less the times I've been hurt over and over again.
I said it and I've been wanting to say it for a little while now... you just didn't know it.
Sometimes that decission can be half part you not wanting to be hurt half part scared you may regret saying what you want to say.
I've always been straight forward never scared what anyone else would think or say or worry to much about being hurt none the less the times I've been hurt over and over again.
I said it and I've been wanting to say it for a little while now... you just didn't know it.
Saturday, May 28, 2011
The day
It's been so many months and I thought it would just be more talking but the decission was made....
Last night
Great night let's pray this was what God had in mind.
Last night
Great night let's pray this was what God had in mind.
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Falling in Love Only Takes About a Fifth of a Second
Can you believe that????
I read this article on Science Daily.
"That's a tricky question always," says Ortigue. "I would say the brain, but the heart is also related because the complex concept of love is formed by both bottom-up and top-down processes from the brain to the heart and vice versa. For instance, activation in some parts of the brain can generate stimulation's to the heart, butterflies in the stomach. Some symptoms we sometimes feel as a manifestation of the heart may sometimes be coming from the brain."
Found that strangely odd...
I read this article on Science Daily.
"That's a tricky question always," says Ortigue. "I would say the brain, but the heart is also related because the complex concept of love is formed by both bottom-up and top-down processes from the brain to the heart and vice versa. For instance, activation in some parts of the brain can generate stimulation's to the heart, butterflies in the stomach. Some symptoms we sometimes feel as a manifestation of the heart may sometimes be coming from the brain."
Found that strangely odd...
Monday, May 23, 2011
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Someone wrote and gave this to me yesterday....
....I adore you and I'm thinking about you.
If you where here we would be under the stars and moonlight and I would be holding your hands interlaced with my fingers standing face to face,
our arms slightly behind your back I would be looking into your eyes admiring your beauty for a few moments.
Then I would slide my hands along your arms, to your shoulders up to your cheeks and I would kiss your soft lips.
After a perfect warm kiss I would wrap my arms around you holding you as close to me as I can.
Then I would close my eyes and whisper "I love you with all my heart and I don't ever want let you go."
I would then look up at the night sky and make a wish holding you tight.
I wanna tell you my wish but you know the rules lol.
Right now this is just a dream but when you come over I'll make it real if you want me to.
There isn't anything more in this world I want more than you. I didn't realize how lucky I was until earlier today, most of the time people don't realize this until they've actually lost what they had. I hope I never loose you.
If you where here we would be under the stars and moonlight and I would be holding your hands interlaced with my fingers standing face to face,
our arms slightly behind your back I would be looking into your eyes admiring your beauty for a few moments.
Then I would slide my hands along your arms, to your shoulders up to your cheeks and I would kiss your soft lips.
After a perfect warm kiss I would wrap my arms around you holding you as close to me as I can.
Then I would close my eyes and whisper "I love you with all my heart and I don't ever want let you go."
I would then look up at the night sky and make a wish holding you tight.
I wanna tell you my wish but you know the rules lol.
Right now this is just a dream but when you come over I'll make it real if you want me to.
There isn't anything more in this world I want more than you. I didn't realize how lucky I was until earlier today, most of the time people don't realize this until they've actually lost what they had. I hope I never loose you.
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Happy Anniversary
Today is my Grandparents anniversary but Grandpa's not here to smile at Grandma in person-makes my heart sad but smile at the thought that I may share that love one day.
Grandparents are a family's greatest treasure, the founders of a loving legacy, The greatest storytellers, the keepers of traditions that linger on in cherished memory. Grandparents are the family's strong foundation. Their very special love sets them apart. Through happiness and sorrow, through their special love and caring, grandparents keep a family close at heart.
Grandparents are a family's greatest treasure, the founders of a loving legacy, The greatest storytellers, the keepers of traditions that linger on in cherished memory. Grandparents are the family's strong foundation. Their very special love sets them apart. Through happiness and sorrow, through their special love and caring, grandparents keep a family close at heart.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Happiness =)
1) Falling in Love
2) Laughing so hard your face hurts
3) A hot shower
4) No line at the supermarket
5) A special glance
6) Getting mail.
7) Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8) Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11) Chocolate milkshake ... (or vanilla ... or strawberry!)
12) A bubble bath.
13) Giggling
14) A good conversation
15) The beach
16) Finding a note in your coat from last winter.
17) Laughing at yourself
18) Eye contact with a hot member of the opposite sex.
19) Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20) Running through sprinklers.
21) Laughing for absolutely no reason at all
22) Having someone tell you that you're beautiful/good looking.
23. Laughing at an inside joke.
24) Friends.
25) Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
26) Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
27) Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
28) Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
29) Playing with a new puppy.
30) Having someone play with your hair.
31) Sweet dreams.
32) Hot chocolate.
33) Road trips with friends.
34) Swinging on swings.
35) Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
36. Making chocolate chip cookies (and eating them...!).
37. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.
38) Holding hands with someone you care about.
39) Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
40) Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much-desired present from you
41) Watching the sunrise.
42) Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day)
43) Knowing that somebody misses you.
44) Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply
45) Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.
2) Laughing so hard your face hurts
3) A hot shower
4) No line at the supermarket
5) A special glance
6) Getting mail.
7) Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8) Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11) Chocolate milkshake ... (or vanilla ... or strawberry!)
12) A bubble bath.
13) Giggling
14) A good conversation
15) The beach
16) Finding a note in your coat from last winter.
17) Laughing at yourself
18) Eye contact with a hot member of the opposite sex.
19) Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20) Running through sprinklers.
21) Laughing for absolutely no reason at all
22) Having someone tell you that you're beautiful/good looking.
23. Laughing at an inside joke.
24) Friends.
25) Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
26) Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
27) Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
28) Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
29) Playing with a new puppy.
30) Having someone play with your hair.
31) Sweet dreams.
32) Hot chocolate.
33) Road trips with friends.
34) Swinging on swings.
35) Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
36. Making chocolate chip cookies (and eating them...!).
37. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.
38) Holding hands with someone you care about.
39) Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
40) Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much-desired present from you
41) Watching the sunrise.
42) Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day)
43) Knowing that somebody misses you.
44) Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply
45) Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.
A VALUABLE WOMEN
Do you sometimes think that God is limiting you rather than opening doors of opportunity because you are a women? Then you believe the wrong press about him. God is the one who showed women to inherit the land. God is the one who put the Savior of the world into a woman's womb. Jesus is the Lord who appeared to women first after his resurrection. God is not biased toward men; on the contrary, he teaches us that men and women have equal value in his sight. When you give him your devotion, when you sit at his feet and learn from him (see Luke 10:38-42), he'll treat you with dignity and give you the delights of your heart.
As a woman, are there particular qualities of God that you relate to differently than a man would? What is your view of how God treats women?
As a woman, are there particular qualities of God that you relate to differently than a man would? What is your view of how God treats women?
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